I can't help but laugh when I hear/read girls say that they don't think that they'll ever get married. I have had four women tell me this in the past 3 years and now, they are married.
Marriage is every woman's dream and the only reason, I can think of, they say they will never get married is either 1) they don't feel loved 2) they just came out of a bad break up, or 3) they know someone that wants to marry them and they just say it to let the guy know that they don't plan on marrying them.
I, on the other hand, plan to get married. I won't ever say that it won't happen. It might be awhile, but it will happen. God knows the desires of my heart, to be married and have a child or two (hopefully a little girl).
I am writing optimistically though. The truth is I know it will happen, but I have no idea when or where. Being around people who keep on asking me "when" is about to drive me crazy. I want nothing more than to move to a third wheel country so that no one there can even speak English to ask me "when."
I am doing a Internet dating website now. One of the most credible one's. I use to think that it was degrading to open up a dating profile, but right now, I am just out of options in finding a girlfriend. I have talked to a lot of people about this and they have encouraged me to do it.
I figure that if nothing else, it'll give me something to write about while taking money from me at the same time.
The truth is, I am ready to settle down and I will do what it takes to find someone that I want to settle down with. I wan that little girl that I see in my dreams. Just wish I could focus on who the mother is.
none the less...lets start a new chapter in my story.
get ready for the stories....
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